Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Gambling With Sanity: Week 10


The Lions have me so down that I don’t even really want to think about the NFL right now, but I made a commitment to you, my sweet darlings, betrothed before the Lord for all time, twin souls dancing in the moonlight. At night, we lay our heads to rest and we dream impossible dreams and when we wake we discover that . . . OMG we had the same dream!!!  And that dream is to someday reach .500 in this retarded gambling odyssey and avoid having our kneecaps smashed with tiny hammers or be sold to a gang of Mexican Zetas who use us as human toilets . . . horrible, horrible. And last week, I went 9-4, the third straight .500 or better week for your boy, and so we awake anew with twin sighs and we stare into each other’s eyes and we think one day, darling . . . one day. Today, though, we are still 61-66-9 on the season, and VegasInsider.com still won’t give me money, but as our dreams merge to become one with our souls, they will have no choice but to fall weeping to their knees in front of the Lord to beg forgiveness for besmirching His children. Amen.


Carolina (+4) at Pittsburgh

A rapist by any other name is still a rapist, especially ones named “Ben”, but as usual he has escaped his seeming demise to lead the Steelers back to the top of the AFC North. It’s depressing, not to mention bizarre, that he’s never been dragged (drag him kweeeeeeeennnn!!!) through the mean streets of twitter, crucified along the #MeToo road, but these are the inexplicable vagaries of our dumb culture. Everyone knows, but because no one has raised a public stink about it (lol if you think this is “public” in any way and not just the deluded playpen of a mentally ill syphilitic degenerate peeped at by the same 12 people every week) he just keeps on Roethlisbergering his way through life, without consequence or feeling, jerking off at random women, cats, dogs, whatever lands in his line of sight. lol what a world.

Pick: Pittsburgh


Buffalo (+7) at N.Y. Jets

Eeeeeeeewwwwwww!!! What a horrendous game. The only way it could be worse is if the earth opened and Matt Millen, Rod Marinelli and the gang led a 60-year long procession of Lions onto the field. At least that would be interesting in a “would you look at that shit” kind of way. I mean, the earth opening up as a ghost train assembles from the darkest depths of hell would at least be notable, even in these strange and terrible times. It would of course all be forgotten by the next news cycle when a shark somehow got ahold of an assault rifle and shot up a school or some shit or the President of the United States of America pooped on a baby. Anyway, if two shitty teams play and nobody cares, did it really happen? That’s not for me to say. That’s for you to contemplate in the darkest places of your ruined heart.

Pick: Jets


Atlanta (-4) at Cleveland

The Browns tried for a few weeks, but that shit is done now, and my boy Dan is left with naught but to ride his bicycle through the English countryside contemplating the absurdity of fandom and life itself. “Why do I do this?” he asks himself, legs churning under the grey steel sky, the sun disappeared behind the clouds of time that took his English empire, and coming up with no answers he asks “Why am I?” and peers towards a horizon which cares less and less for the world of yesterday, of its empires and implacable belief in the rightness of its ravenous “enlightenment”. He looks again at the sky, waits for the sun to peek through, but it never does. It never does. And so he rides his bike into the ocean, to sleep forever next to Winston Churchill and Hue Jackson.

Pick: Atlanta


New Orleans (-5.5) at Cincinnati

I guess it’s time for me to quit downplaying the Saints after they whipped up on the Rams. If you were doing a power rankings thing, you’d even have to put them at 1 or 2 now, right? Still, there is something innate that will always keep the Saints looking like a team that will fuck it all up. Maybe it’s the New Orleans of it all, loveable as that city is. I don’t know. Some people are just born with more Failure Demons than others and to trust them is an exercise in self ownage. Still, I’d rather trust them than Marvin Lewis.

Pick: New Orleans


Washington (+3) at Tampa Bay

Speaking of Washington, what do you think Donald Trump’s favorite NFL team is? I know he owned a USFL team back in the day, and he’s a New York dude, and yet I don’t think anyone has ever gotten a read on his loyalties. He seems like a natural Cowboys fan, and yet even that doesn’t seem right. He actually feels like someone who doesn’t love any team because he can’t love anything, and yet he follows the league carefully, bitching about all the teams and telling them what they’re doing wrong. A man with no loyalties and yet a man who thinks he should have a say over everyone and everything, calling up Bill Belichick at 4AM to tell him what to do with Brady, tweeting Colin Kaepernick and calling him “Spook” or some heinous shit. Just a force of utter malevolence addicted to the smell of his own ass as he drops shits all over the place. Imagine being a fan of nothing and yet caring so goddamn much about all this meaningless bullshit. Real people at least have a tether to their own misery, unwillingly anchored to it. That is the tragedy. Donald Trump’s tragedy is that he has no tether, he is just miserable for its own sake. That is fucked up.

Pick: Tampa Bay


Miami (+9.5) at Green Bay

It isn’t happening for Aaron Rodgers. I say this today knowing full well that he’ll somehow ooze up from the toilet to haunt the rest of the NFC North, trapped and damned by the shadow of the memory of his own former existence. He ain’t getting out of this house, but he’s gonna haunt the fuck out of it.

Pick: Green Bay


Jacksonville (+3) at Indianapolis

What a sad state of affairs for Jacksonville. Also, their football team stinks. lol owned. Anyway, my boy Al lives in Jacksonville, and yet he’s a Lions fan. I mean, that sums up the Jaguars pretty well. Their own people choose to be Lions fans rather than support them. That is impossibly dark. I wonder if Fred Durst is a Jags fan. I hate to say it, but he seems like he’d probably be a Cowboys fan. The Van Zant boys - well, Ronnie at least – seem like Kenny Stabler fans. Man, Kenny Stabler owned.

Pick: Jacksonville

Arizona (+16.5) at Kansas City

lol look at that line! It’s always risky to pick a team to cover that, and yet, it seems insane to pick the Cardinals against anyone this season let alone the fucking Chiefs. You know what’s gonna happen here. I know what’s gonna happen here. Let’s not insult each other by pretending to have to talk about it. Or about Bigfoots or my grandma or whatever the fuck bullshit I usually talk about here.

Pick: Kansas City


L.A. Chargers (-10) at Oakland

Say what you will about what the Jon Gruden/Mark Davis tag team has done to the Raiders, but at least they’re making it easy for their fans to say goodbye without any regrets. This is so sad and to be honest I’m glad Kenny Stabler isn’t around anymore to have to see it. Then again, he probably wouldn’t care anyway. He’d just go fishing with The Great Willie Young. There is a lesson to be learned in all that.

Pick: Chargers


Seattle (+10) at L.A. Rams

You could kinda feel that Rams loss coming. It was gonna happen at some point and now that it’s over they can just move on without the pressure of being undefeated while Don Shula leered at them from afar with his shithead ’72 Dolphins. You know something, though? Those ’72 Dolphins are all old as fuck now. Even the youngest ones gotta be, what, 68? In football years, that is like 119. None of these fuckers will be around much longer. Wait, what was I talking about? Oh yeah, the Rams. Anyway, there is a dumb sort of pressure that comes with being unbeaten, and now that it’s gone, maybe the Rams will be even better. Fuck Don Shula.

Pick: Rams


Dallas (+7) at Philadelphia

Jerry Jones hurdling into the black night of despair yet again will always make me happy. He is a shithead, and I don’t just mean by football terms. He is a lizard man shithead, the sort of fake swaggering fake tough guy who fucks things up for everyone else in this godforsaken country. He is Donald Trump and Vince McMahon, a corny huckster, a carnie who fools the rubes as they fork over their dollar bills to play the ring toss game because they don’t understand – or won’t, or can’t allow themselves to understand – that the goddamn rings won’t fit around the square pegs. It’s all rigged. But allowing yourself to truly believe that, to acknowledge it in your heart, is just too hard for a lot of folks. The con is the only thing that keeps them going, that keeps them moving, because life without it is just so unbearably grim. Jackasses like Jerry Jones prey on that. They are like vampires, and not the cool, sexy kind either. Fuck him. I hope the Cowboys never win another game.

Pick: Philadelphia


N.Y. Giants (+3) at San Francisco

Another depressing game between two shitters. Listen, I am not going to expend a single moment of energy on these fucking teams past the end of this sentence.

Pick: Giants


New England (-6.5) at Tennessee

I’m almost positive that Tom Brady watches himself in the mirror when he jerks off. And I’m not just saying that because I spied on him one time at Michigan. He is the perfect Patrick Batemanesaue villain for these strange and terrible times, and yet there is something about him that feels perpetually removed from all that shit. I think it’s because it’s obvious that he doesn’t care about anything else other than winning, than with being the perfect embodiment of Tom Brady. His narcissism is so complete that he doesn’t have time to be a true villain. There is nothing left inside of him to expend on the mortal peons. He is removed from it all because he doesn’t give a shit. Not a single shit. He doesn’t care about the con, only himself. He isn’t going to hurt you because he doesn’t care about you. I’m not sure whether that is more evil or less. It is certainly more inhuman, and that’s the secret of evil, I think: it is just a manifestation of something deeply human, taking advantage of the insecurities, the desperate need to hold power over others. Tom Brady doesn’t care about any of that shit. His kids grab his shirt sleeves and say “Daddy! Daddy! Look what I did in school today!” and he smiles and says “Good job, Buddy!” but there is nothing inside of him that even registers any of it. Even as he says it he’s thinking of a single play, a single moment, that could have gone better for him. He is consumed by that, by his own need to be Perfect. Football allows him an outlet to do that, to challenge himself in a way so meaningless, so perfectly judged by tangible results, that he doesn’t have to care about anything else. Football is both his life and his escape, the only place where he lives, alien and unknowable. This is why he is the greatest of all time and why the Patriots will never go away so long as he lives there, and that might be forever.

Pick: Patriots



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